Not who I wanted.

• Artist: EvilFuzzBall2112
• Description: I guess you can read it and guess what it's about. :3
  
  This is the first piece of my writing that I'm putting into the Gaia Writing Arena, and I do hope you like it. . if even just a little bit. ^^
• Date: 10/18/2008
• Tags: wanted

The body next to mine is the same as it ever was, kind and a deep comfort in a life I hardly understand. But, it's not his arms I'm wishing were wrapped around me, it's not his body I keep wishing was pressed so close to mine.

Such a sweet guy, someone anyone could easily love but my heart hardly yearned for his affections on such a level.
What could I do? To break his heart would be to shatter mine, watching his innocent face cloud with regret would tear me a part..but..he just wasn't the one I kept yearning for.