{November 6, 1989- May 3, 2007}
Michelle, I miss you very much. Even though I know you can't read this, I know somehow you will understand what I'm going through these past days. I been crying and crying. Even though depression isn't a good thing, I will never regret these tears I've shed. I will never regret being your friend. And I'll always pray for you every night hoping you are in a better place where you can finally truly smile. I won't come after the person who took your life away, but I will never forgive that sinner. For the first time in life, I feel rather lonely and unsafe. I feel so distant from you. And my heart feels like it is rotting away.
My lovely darling, I will always follow the advice you have given me. I will always have the imprints you left when you would always hug me on my corpse. And i shall never ever forget your name. I'm not saying that meeting you is a mistake. Meeting you is like being granted a ticket to heaven. I will always cherish our times together. And don't worry about Maxwell, hun. He will be terribly upset but he will understand that you are now happy. Somewhere to run to when you're scared. Someone to hug and tell them your complaints. Somewhere to call home. Michelle, without me meeting you, I would have never seen the true meaning of living. I will always be you're "b***h" haha.... No matter what. :'( Every word you have ever said to me will always be remembered as lullaby to my fears. I love you. I hope one day in our next lives, we will meet again....
