Hm. That title is very accurate for what has been happening for the past two weeks of my disappearance from the world of Gaia. I've pretty much have been working night and day on the Short Attention Span Theater thing and straightening some wrinkles at Kelly's. I was wondering why they weren't calling me at home. They had the wrong number disconnected which really sucks. *sigh* Anyway, I start a new month long project with E-planet internet service company and I think I'm going to be paid about ten dollars an hour, which is really good for me and should help get me out of the little hole I've slightly gotten myself in...at least until my tax returns come back, then it will help me out a lot. Yay for tax returns! But yeah, SAST and E-planet are going to be overlapping for the next four days or so and that's really going to be hell. I'll be working 8-5 and then I have stage call at 6, I won't get back home until about 10 and then I have to wash all the stage make-up and wash all the crap out of my hair and then try to fall asleep. Yeah, I can see the next few days becoming an absolute hell. But at least I'll have a little bit of a net access until I can get my laptop fixed and my port card figured out. I'm hoping Yusuke and Kyle will be able to help me with that because I really don't want to have to pay $150 dollars to have CompUSA do it. That would be a complete waste of money. Wasting money kind of bothers me. But yeah, I'm looking to move out with Amary, Demigoddesshalfdemon, Jen, and Anha. My mother is doing everything in her power to try and convince me to stay and I don't know if I can do it. Right now, staying here seems to be slowly killing me. I don't want to feel this way everytime I see and hear her trying to make it look like I'm abandoning her which really isn't the case. Of course I really don't see the difference between moving out and her wanting to ship me off to my grandparents in Boulder, Nevada. *sigh* It's going to be difficult but I hope that I can find a really good job and be able to support myself for awhile. If not I'll be stuck here with barely a link to the outside world. Sorry, I didn't mean rant like that. I suppose I'm under a lot of stress right now. I know, "No Duh." I'm almost entering into my moontime and I'm getting quite irritable lately. Please just let everything stop bugging me all at once! Just take a number, make an appointment, and I'll work them all into an allotted schedual! crying xp sweatdrop Anyway, still questing for gold and what not. This should get me a pretty penny. I'll try to stay in touch. sweatdrop
 Karidys · Wed Apr 13, 2005 @ 06:32am · 3 Comments |
