Well Today, I'm happy.. stare I think. Honestly, I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. I'm tired -_- and I think I failed like 3 tests today.... 1 really important one.... umm yeah, it was one the the CST tests. But in an optamistic view, schools not over... ok that just makes it sound like forever until summer vacation. And even then it's going to be lame because I have summer school. stressed And still after all the testing this week I have AP tests like next week and I still need to finish and publish my clubs magazine! gonk xp
stare but it's really all my fault that I'm stressed. Yeah I could blame it on the TV, computer, food, hanging out w/ friends, my family, but really I've just been procrastinating, reading mangas and playing DDR. Well there's that and then I spend most of my class time drawing and just daydreaming...yeah and sleeping.
So umm why is everybody turning gay all of the sudden. It's like the queer plague err something. eek stare But trust me I'm totally not against it... actually I'm half with it. It's just that it's become too acceptable and more forced upon alot of people who do think it's wrong. I mean I just don't get the mindset of people who 'need' and are homosexual. What attracts the same gender to one another? I've totally been there and have had many crushes on the same gender, but why??? Just why???? I still have no clue why I would or even could think in that manner. ..... Sometimes I think it's because I've given up on the male species because of their stupidity. The only people I can relate to are inteligent gay people. >.< Not that that's a bad thing, the bad thing is that since I relate to them I'm attracted to them and then it's like falling in love with a wall. You really can't have that 'kind' of relationship with a wall. confused cry Yeah.... I keep falling in love with walls.
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