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	Just. Me.
	Just. Me.


I've been weird lately. I don't like it. Everything is ****** screwing up on me. I'm at the office now fighting the urge to cry. **** I hate life. I'm so sick of trying to be everything to everyone. I'm so sick of making everyone happy excepet me. Maybe I'm gunna close up again. Wouldn't be too bad I suppose. But the numb feeling only lasts so long. And that that point I'm addicted to it. I hate this family. I hate this life. I hate this feeling. I hate these tears. I hate this **** acting like everything is perfect. And most of all I hate myself. Maybe for letting all this happen. Or maybe for being too weak to stop it. Weak and powerless. It's easier that way. angel08** · Mon May 02, 2005 @ 08:08pm · 2 Comments


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	>:S i really do feel that yer overworking yourself and building up stress.. just realize that if you keep acting perfect, then everyone else is going to assume that's the way it naturally is--leading them to expect even more from you. it's a game of jenga: you're compromised of only a counted number of bricks. others cheer you on to go higher; with skill, you do make it really high up.. but at one point, it's going to fall. reveal some of your flaws now and ease yourself. if others don't like it, tell 'em to suck it up. >;/ Offline carb · Community Member · Tue May 03, 2005 @ 12:33am


	Angel! Go get a massage lol I do that when life stresses me out and it has been lately. Sometimes I just have to sit back and take some time off and let my mind rest. Rest is wonderful! Offline GoogleBest · Community Member · Sat May 07, 2005 @ 03:10am

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