Today was my second day of work...... 6hours of pure hell. I hate working there already..... and its been such a short amount of time. I never wanted to get into the fast food industry in the first place, but this job was kind of thrown at me.
I feel so useless though so far, all I can make is novelties, fill up drinks and thats it. This job is so involved so far and if you dont remember it all you get bitched at. It's not my fault I cant memorize in a day what is on every single ******** burger in the store.
Also what concerns me is they expect me to know how to use the ******** till already. They are putting me on it on Wensday night, how in gods name am I supposed to be able to do it when I havent had any experance at all. AS till your supposed to fill out the order properly and quickly, make all the s**t then give it to them as fast as possible.... God I cant even make a bloody blizzard yet X.x sure they've told me how but I havent physically dont it yet.
Also what dosent help is they make me feel so useless.... I dont know where everything is, I dont know how to do everything and no I'm not confident with anything new they ask me to do instantly. I'm not a machine folks, you can't just program me and I can do things instantly. Sorry... I just doesnt work that way.
I'm not good at Mulit tasking if its not on the computer, I dont have an endless amount of fake smiles I can hand out to every ******** idiot who comes to the till. My one supervisor says this kind of buisness isn't for everyone, and its true. Its not. And I think that I am one of those people. I told my parents over and over again that I didn't want to get into Fast food for work, and now I know easily why. I can't stand all day, even after an hour my feet start to hurt and my back achs. With the last 2 hours of my shift I wanted to cry my back hurt so bad, I couldnt move at all at some points cause it was so painful.
This is my first job and I hate it.... hate it so much but I wont give up. My dad is so proud and happy for me that I can't give up yet. So I'm not doing this for me, I'm doing this for him. So for once in my life I wont disapoint him or let him down, cuase thats what I always seem to do. All through hightschool I did that. Now with college its not to bad but still.
But this job... if it doesnt get any better I'm quitting at the end of the month. On my day's off I am going to search for amother one, maybe a clothing store... yeah... I could do that. Or Zellers or Walmart or whatever. Just not fast food. I COuld try the movie store again.....Thats where I wanted to work in the first place but never got past the first interview.
Well til then.... I am trapped in the hell hole which is normally known was Dairy Queen.
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