When does it hurt the most? When a tear falls or when your bones are broken or is it when you stab yourself over and over again with a cold knife. Yes I’m talking about depression and it hurts so bad .I suffer from that myself and tears of blood roll down my cheek. I often wonder why I’m crying but then I remember why…its all because of you. You brought me down when I was happy you put pain and torture on my heart. And now when I need love the most you tear it away from me. So now what? Am I suppose to just let it go? No I will rebel. Against you against everyone even against myself. Who I was and who I am are now two different people happy VS sad shy VS outgoing . Now I’m a monster and no one I mean no one can save me. Only one stands in my between me and crazy and that’s my love. Yes I have a love. My hearts going crazy and only he can calm me. With out him I would die with out him the real me would come out with out him I would be a killer. But alas my words are filled with terror but my heart is full of pain. I’m happy for a moment and sad for quite some time so love help me and for ever hold my heart.
title:depressed love
 Poetic_Indulgence · Sat Sep 29, 2007 @ 03:41pm · 1 Comments |
