Life itself seems slow within the moment and as it passes, when we wake from the sloth-like lull we realize it seemed too fast. I worry about my own mortality, despite how young I am. When we enjoy life it goes by quickly and gives a high sense of fulfillment, but if we are bored and not enjoying life, it slow, painful, and feels like a waste. I want to enjoy, but the price of time... I'm in my own confusion right now, but I'm sure I will figure out what I need too... I just don't want to leave this earth without all the answers to my own soul, and its place in existence. If there is a place or not. My waking days are filled with the ache to know what balance is for myself, the balance for others and myself, and the aide i give to balance the earth and myself. Maybe I shouldn't be asking myself these questions just yet, but I feel that it is my time to ask them now, rather than later. Otherwise, why would the thought cross my mind and linger for longer than any other thought I have in passing... Now I'm craving oreos...
-Æther
Patissier Lolita Community Member 
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