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Both of my parents are pissed at me... Typical. Mom wanted to clean my room because she said it had a smell to it and I said that I couldn't smell anything. She went and took my sheets and blankets though and washed them. She and Dad went out for a little while and they told me to clean the rest of my room while they were gone... Me being me, I didn't and when they got home, they got extra pissed at me... Mom started yelling at me, in front of my friends too.... Me being me again, I got mad too and yelled back... I very soon regreted that...
After a while of lecturing and fussing back and forth, I finally told Mom the truth... I told her that I didn't appreciate what she did for me and that I wouldn't promise to because then I would be lying. Of course she got mad and rampaged my room.
Though she was crying about it, I honestly felt no remorse. It was the truth. That is truely what and how I feel about her. A long time ago, she had an operation. She told me that the reason she was strong enough to through the operation was because of me and Dad. She told me maybe she should have died...
I told her maybe I should have committed suicide. Then maybe that way, at least one of us would be happy, right?