God..this sucks. Plain and simple. I'm crying like an idiot for something a friend said to me that wasn't even ment to upset me in the least. But I don't care. I'm not in the FFW Thread now. I can't upset anyone, if I would have even remotly in the first place. s**t I hate this. Every single step that I take away from depression seems to be leading me right back into it. But then again I never really left it now did I? I think I may take time away from Gaia, or maybe just all the internet, IM things, everything. You guys don't desirve dealing with my mood swings, and breakdowns, or anything else that you put up with. To everyone reading this: I'm sorry I'm just such a jerk. And no, it isn't sarcastic.
angel08 · Sat Oct 30, 2004 @ 01:55am · 3 Comments |