sorry I haven't written in so long...but I did tell ya I stink at keeping up with this... sweatdrop so...what's happened in the last week...uh...nothing really...I've been working and going to school...and while I'm completely exhausted I still feel content...I don't feel like scratching my eyes out to get away...that's always a good thing... 3nodding
maybe I should go into detail...right...I love my life, I have good friends I have good parents and I have a great job with good people (Well almost everyone). However, and I haven't told many people this, every day I feel like trying to escape. I could be standing with all of my friends and I should be happy, I know I should be, but all I can think of is just walking away and never looking back. But I know I can't do that...because I would worry about them and my parents, and I know they would probably worry about me...lately though...I'm actually feeling a lot better, I can feel the warmth of the sun and appreciate the breeze blowing through the leaves of the trees...it reminds me that God is there for me even when I feel desperate for escape, as if I'm drowning in my life...*sigh*
 Isabella_Mortua · Tue Nov 02, 2004 @ 01:49am · 0 Comments |
