dear heart ________ heart
When i said i loved you, i was serious. But I'm trying to not fall for you as much as i can, but no matter how hard i try to redeem myself, your words take me off my feet and my wall from keeping me away from you just bursts and i'm defenceless. I just hope you know that with every breath i take whenever you're online, keeps me alive, knowing that you still care...But i know that one day you'll have to find the girl of your dreams, no matter what you say-you'll be mine, i swear-it won't happen(and yes in my dreams you'll always be mine) you'll be happy with her. Although it'll break my heart, and it'll take a hundred or more buckets of tears to get me over it, i'll be happy for you smile So even when we're still feeling the same about each other right now, one of us is going to have to walk away...but till that day...i'll love you till the end of our time, so don't leave me until you tell me you have to leave........that day will come soon. When you're gone, all I ever think about is holding you in my arms, although I know we can never be in each other's arms, but I could try to save my money up and get myself to you..but life is unfair sometimes and we both know it might not happen- i love you, without you, I'm always cranky never myself-I can't live this way. Sometimes, i wish we never met, i wonder if we'd both be happier that way.......
 kimmy914742_1314 · Mon May 12, 2008 @ 04:59am · 0 Comments |
