My life is a huge roller coaster, with ups, downs, and various tracks that take me in the oddest directions. This week has been a prime example.
The Up: Last week I had a bit of a downward plummet when a drunk driver totalled out my car, which had no collision coverage. Well, this week I found a 1999 Ford Escort SE with only 22k miles on it in cherry red and an engine that purrs like a kitten. Great gas mileage too. I love it. whee
The Down: The guy I've been so infatuated with decided to stick by his online girlfriend, for better or worse, and cut me out. ...I cried for the first time in a long time, only because I had cut my nails a few days ago.
I hit him.
I didn't mean to, but I did. A lot. I couldn't stop myself.
Then I laughed. I couldn't stop that either.
I might be regressing.
The Odd: Mittsu was someone who I met here on Gaia, who I'd never expected to hear from again...a year and a half has gone by since the last tiem we corresponded. The last time I talked to him he wrongly foreshadowed his own death...and less than 24 hours later he was in jail.
Then at about ten PM or so last night..."********** wants to IM you. Accept?"
We've talked. It's been odd...but nice. Like a little bit of my past doesn't want to die yet...and while he represents a time of my life that I generally hated, our conversations still hold a bit of the same warmth and oddities as it did at the beginning. Who knows exactly what will become of this.
Meow: Forget-me-not.
Ren: MMM
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Well, this isn't really a happy place. This is where I spill out all my negativity, so that maybe, maybe, I won't go insane.
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bad, I know. I still have the correspondence from where I was before. I read them from time to time. But anyway, Im attempting to get back into gaia, at least a little. As you can tell, I've lost my Devil Tail from a hack, apparently, while it was under a friends possession. Im not worried about that though. Just getting back into a comfort groove or something like that. I dont seem to have that much time on my hands either, Criminal Justice major and all.. The irony thats there can wait. Talk to you later hopefully,
Mittsu.
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