They finally get it. I opened up my insides and showed them all what was going on. In one screaming match, I showed them. And we dropped to the ground. Screaming, yelling, trying to kill each other. Words sharp as daggers, hand motions quick, emotions flowing out. Anger, depression, sorry, pity, happiness, stupidity, fear, sheer hate. It all came out.
Running away. Then, stopped. Falling to the ground, jerked and pulled to get back up. What wrong happened? It turned into a beating match. Throwing slaps, punches, kicks, everything. Then a screaming match. It all ended with ten simple words.
I want to die. Leave me here. Forget me forever.
And just like that, most of the anger was gone. Tears cascaded down both cheeks. The wind stung the faces, causing shivering. Pulling each other up and into a hug, it all finally ended. And then everything else came out. And then he sang it out. Quiet at first, but he said it. Something that always made her cry no matter what it was.
If only I had been less blind, I've have someone to hold on to. If only I could change your mind, if only I had known. If only I had you. If only I could have spoke my mind, if only it were true. I know I'd make it through. If only I had you.
 nangal · Fri Feb 13, 2009 @ 12:48am · 0 Comments |
