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The last few hours have been so horrible. I'm wondering if when I go to school on Monday if my friends will still be friends with eachother. That's how my last few hours have been. I feel like I'm caught in the middle... Like I'm not really needed but for some reason I'm there anyways... I'm kind of useless at this point. I can't help one or two of my friends without hurting one or two other friends. And I don't want to choose sides because I have things for and against stuff for each. People's hearts are breaking, tears have been shed and I just don't know what to do. And I can't comfort them, or find comfort with them. It's just pointless... We're hurting eachother by trying to do what we think is best for the other. And the others are hurt because they don't understand. Or it's that we don't understand........................ It's like running in circles... with scissors... and them tripping and accidentally stabbing eachother... and then promising to never use scissors again... even though if you don't you can't cut the bonds that hold you to pain... Does that make sense? I don't know... I'm exhausted and I'm going to bed. Maybe when I wake up I'll find out it was only a dream and try to stop it before it starts... Night. Peace random people....