(this is inspried by Lil yoshi's lastest poem. Thank's Yoshi! )
It is just a dream
Nothing more then a fake reality
Even though I can feel him
He does not really exsist
But the way his long hair sways
The way his dark eyes stare at me
His strong and gentle arms holding me
If only it where real
Though he is not real I prefer this fake better
I know it is wrong but it is true
I simply want to be with him
I want to hear a simple "I Love you"
~
My eyes try to hide this obsession
I want to tell you but I am afraid
There is no reason i can hear you say "I love you"
Though you may find yourself ugly
I find you more beautiful then anyone else
In my eyes your perfect
So since I cannot say it
I hope you know when you read this poem
I speak the truth when I say I love more then anything else in the world.
~
Yeah two sappy love poems. What the ******** is wrong with me. What happened to my morbid depressing poems. I guess it's just another 'teenager' thing. Stupid teens. Oh well. And to all those who want to know I will never put him unless talking about a bishie because I will spell this out for you guys since some of you might need this:
I AM GAY! LESBIAN! HOMSEXUAL!
and if anyone says it's a phase I will shoot you. Okay I think I've been this way for about two years. Okay maybe longer because I don't remember things that well so whatever. Any ways...that's it I guess.
Oh nevermind it isn't.
Okay so here's the thing. I'm reading this story 'Secession' on fanfiction (under Game- Dynasty Warriors ) but it's really good. I envy this author for being so good. I mean it's a yaoi story but it's more of a really soft cuddle yaoi. It's between Sun Ce and Zhou Yu. If anyone argues that they are not yaoi look at the end of Zhou Yu's musuo mode and his little talk after Sun Ce dies. I believe it's something like "I know that no matter how much I cry Sun Ce will not come back..." come so yaoi! And his ending.
So you beat Chi Bi and he's standing as the sun sets(or raises I don't know) and he pauses and hears Sun Ce voice "Today is the dawn of a new age...right Zhou Yu?" he looks around rather shocked then lowers his head, closes his eyes then look up with his eyes open again. "Yes it does...Sun Ce...and the winds of this age...shall lift you high into the heavens!" he raises his hand towards the sky and yeah.
I mean those two are seriously close. I think he'd rather be with Ce then Xiao Qiao then again I wouldn't blame him. Preppy b***h. My rant if over...I bid thee all...farewell.
~Shadow
 elegantdemonofpoop · Thu Nov 10, 2005 @ 03:29am · 1 Comments |
