Oh My GOD!!!! I can't even explain to you how AWESOME I feel!!! xd Ok, on the 2nd, my boyfriend John finally got here from Tucson. I was so nervous. My biggest fear for when he actually saw me for the first time, that he would judge me and my appearance on the spot. Because that's how a lot of guys in my town are: Shallow. For some reason, looks mean a lot to people here. But John isn't like that at all. He said that the first thing he liked about me was me. And that how I looked didn't really matter. That made me happy. Like my heart exploding like a balloon and having confetti fly out of it happy. And it also helps that he thinks I'm pretty redface . Since he's gotten here, every day is so much better. Every laugh is deeper, every smile warmer, and every experience sweeter. But I just hope that my friends can find peace in their relationships as well. It hurts me to see them hurt. So to my friends, I love you guys and I'm always here if you need me heart
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