Its been good here and there. But Im in a complete Numb/pain. My Bestfriend/brother is being kicked out of my house as of Saturday because by what everyone has seen hes given up. Im afraid to be near him becuz i feel a very depressive dark energy emiting from his body. Then there is the girl thing... Im getting unwanted attention at school and i just cant stand it anymore. But there are alot of people whom make me feel better (you all know who you are) and theyre people i cant help but talk to and be very open to (something i tend not to do). Ill be 17 in two weeks from today (today is tuesday). I really dont want to be 17 but i do in a way cuz then im closer to being able to do the things i want to do if i get through school. My parents are worried about me majorly. They constintly check on me and make sure im not doing anything ill regret. well thats all and i will end this with a poem i wrote and some info:
I wish she knew
and would let go
so i can find my home
and hope within my soul
Songs that describe me:
Circle by slipknot
I dont care by Apocolyptica
Pins and needles and surrender by billy talent
Lost paradise by symphony x
Escape the fates Situations and not to good for the cliche
The scar bellow my right eye (really hard to see it) is self inflicted
I think i need major help.... neutral
 Kazuki Daisuke · Tue Mar 24, 2009 @ 11:02pm · 1 Comments |
