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Life these days has been so dull and boring. I hear about all these parties and fun things that my sister goes out and does, and I can't help feeling jealous that she's out enjoying her life, and I'm sitting at home watching tv/playing on the computer... With my friends... (no offense to any of those friends that are reading this) all we ever do is immature little games, or dealing with everyone's drama. It's really pissing me off. I wish we could all just have fun, and not worry about stupid things... like getting married... YOU'RE TOO YOUNG TO BE THINKING ABOUT GETTING MARRIED!!!!! I'm not pointing anyone out, but it is quite annoying. As much as I love all my friends, because of all this nonsense and drama, I'm thinking about making new friends. Like I said, I love you guys a lot, but I just can't handle all this crap. It's making me go insain! So leave me alone, and quit bugging me with all this crap. I'd like to have a decent senior year, without all the fighting that we've had in the past. Plus, as much as I like anime, I'm sick of talking about it 24/7. It's fun to watch anime every now and then, but when anime is all you ever think and talk about, one wonders if you really have a life. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I almost want to go out, party and get drunk. I want to deal with my life, instead of someone elses. I don't want to regret my high school life in the future. I'm tired of acting like I did 2 years ago, and I'm tired of dealing with everyone elses crap. Normally, I don't think I'm all that selfish, but right now, I'm going to be. If you have a problem, deal with it yourself. You know I probably can't help anyways.

Sorry for being annoying... stare