I don't think i can trust anyone at my house anymore to not talk about me. My step-dad thinks everyone is lazy (well mostly and my older brother but I'm the step-child and eric is the black sheep of the family)when he won't do anything for himself and I am one of the ppl who do the most chores the right way. My Brother (half) thinks he so smart cuz he has his whole life planned out and thinks i don't have mine planned out when i do... well for the most part i don't know exact career I'm going for but i know the field I'm going in. He also is abusive and doesn't get in trouble for it and when i defend myself i get in huge trouble and the whole "Your older speech"... the only one i feel nice to me is my mom...i feel betrayed by family. I almost can't wait to leave... I'm also confused and don't know what to do but that is a story for another day... i don't know what to believe and what to do about it... i wish there was such a place where you weren't judged by anyone. i know that if there was such a place hell would probably freeze over...well thats it... stay sweet, I'll be back, and may the force be with you
 SincerelyHales · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 05:13am · 0 Comments |
