I had a friend of mine a while ago tell me I grew up when I asked him why he laughed at the goings of my life... I just looked back at that message and thought deeply about it. Today I said to my friend that I wanted to do so much with my life... that I already knew how to do bills so that was easy... it was just starting it that was the hard part... but in all reality... my friend was right. I grew up some where in the 9 months I've lived here in Hell. and I guess he's right. I did, then i asked him why I didn't feel like my self anymore. he said I was. and that it wasn't a bad thing... hes' also right there.
I haven't changed. I just learned more in my little life. I only wish that my mother was going to live longer to see me be the women she wanted me to be... and I only wish for some much else. But for now. I'll be thankful and accept that my life right now... though in the s**t hole... is at peace. *lays back with a calming smile*
 Trinity Neo Boom · Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 05:19am · 0 Comments |
