woke up at 8 bitches i regular wake up at 12 or 1 what the ******** dikes but anyways we went into the talk room whatever and they were like today is the day that we are going to talk about are past and present then we are going to forgive it and move on to the furture and at first i was like dont cry when your saying your s**t but the first guy went and we were all sobbing like a bunch of babies and dont think i really forgave what i've done but im not worried about it then we all were done and i read to bible you know i like jesus but i think i haven't read it was because i've broken the conmanments not all of them but alot of em and the head man said you have life in your hands even if theres blood, sin, sex, or your just a dirty he purilfy you and then he talked about music and how it makes you think nasty but yeah its hot and i like well thats me sex is me then he was like in the most pissed off face and he said do you have any regrets and i was like well no and then in the back of my mind i was like well yea cuz i wont be my wife's man i'll be multiple and i was like god what if i did get a std holy s**t then i'd be swerd cuz of some dirty hoe but then i was like well jesus ran with a prostitute so im ok then and then he was like well she said forgive me jesus and he did but she didnt coutine to do prostitution and i was like well b***h can you at least make me feel a little better and then we left and i pooed it smelled not bad but very ummppping smell and i dont know if i'll be aviable to keep doing these but i'll try