=v.v= Today: The weather was beautiful. The A.C. and this fan have permanently frozen my body. Not that it matter tho... Now: I'm bummed, it'll change... but right now is no fun... I have so much to be happy about... but my head and heart are conflicting... again sucks... I get treated amazing, I mean I really can't complain about where I am or anything but i'm just a moody baby i guess.. Tom can make me feel so amazing and yet it's like i don't allow myself to feel it.. wish it wasn't like that... but i'm not used to being treated like this and I don't see myself as good enough for Tom... not hot enough, not smart enough... my stomach just sank somewhere I ******** HATE IT! ******** my insecure way of thinking! =T.T= sorry if you read this... random i know.. but true..
melancholy_vomit · Wed Jul 29, 2009 @ 05:10am · 2 Comments |