ahahahahaahaaha this is hilarious actually
i'm gay o_o
so here is my venting!! it's kind of comforting that nobody reads this n_n
i really. really. REALLY. don't like that girls assume that i like them -______- i am a huggy person okay!! just because i hug girls more often than i hug guys doesn't mean i'm attracted to that girl!! not only are there few guys that let me hug them, but few guys are huggable. ;-; & at you homophobe girls for gah's sake i'm not gonna assault you. even if i did like you it wouldn't matter anyway 'cause i'm not gonna act on it 'cause i know waaaay better than that. psh@drama.
it really bugs me when they say it'd be too awkward to spend the night at my house -________- I'M STILL THE SAME PERSON. why the BAGEEBUS would it make you trust me less!! geeeeeez. & if i say something flirty garh i'm joking -_- i say flirty stuff with guys too.
my parents know. & now that they know, i can be as open about it as i want. i'm not going to flaunt it or w/e. it's just. grrrrrrr.
if i could be straight, i so would. guys are so fuzzy (i'm just not attracted to them). if you see me cuddling with a guy, know that i'd cuddle with a girl even more quickly if it a) wouldn't be awkward b) she'd be okay with it. i am a very cuddddly person. i like cuddling everyone n_n if you don't like that word, okay replace it with whatever word you ARE comfortable with.
just because i'm gay doesn't mean i can't talk about how good a guy looks. i just. don't WANT them. i can say they look pretty or handsome or w/e, just how a straight girl can say a girl looks beautiful or w/e.
if you feel awkward around me & cannot get along with me because i am gay, just. don't bother. seriously. i am so over drama. @_@ despite the tragedies that appear to happen in my head (if you've read my previous journal entries), i SUCK at dealing with drama with other people. i know i can be obsessive about friendships and stuff but i swear if i'm seriously worried about it, it's because of PMS.
i'm writing this instead of doing my homework WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME goodbye n_n
 Anna Godly · Thu Oct 08, 2009 @ 04:21am · 2 Comments |
