I guess im really emotional this week like i've been thinking a lot and the one thing that well 2 thing that came to my mind bryce and mommy damm how much i miss them bitches and people say there looking down at you hoe the dead know nothing so dont tell me s**t thats bull but thats all and i have moved on and some people (my taipissed) say i moved a little bit to fast honey i never forgot them i never quit loving them but its just there not here you know like there waiting on me and others and then that lady said why didnt you go to there funrals i said if i went that would be the last time ever i would see them in person lets just keep it in memories and then i thought it wouldnt for hurt if i went maybe it would of released me from them or maybe i would for stuck with me but i will go to them maybe but who ******** knows and honselty who ******** cares cuz god says dont worry and hell i anit gonna worry and bit any more thanks jesus your own words have gone against you maybe your not so wise oooo its like the dvil himself is in me or maybe thats me why im i useing so many maybesss WHO WILL KNOW