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Lately my personal view of the world and its people have changed. Dealing with the way people live their lives and their own views on the world. And how they think their religious views are the right way and everyone else is wrong, not saying this means everyone thinks that way though. Yet most people decide to ignore what really is out there, theres a whole universe out there, and how many people on this planet actually believe there is other life out there. Some think other life don't exist out there, and that is very ignorant of them, to think our planet out of the countless other planets are out there in other galaxies. I wonder abit on the idea of God and everyone elses idea of God, in the bible it is said that he created the universe in seven days. Yet in science, after the Big Bang happened it took billions of years for the planets to form. A very big difference between the two, but the concept of time was made by humans. If God was the one who told humans he made the universe in seven days, it could be in his concept of time. On other planets with life they could use a whole other concept of what time is. And on other planets that are out there, it is very unlikely they will have the same concept of God, I in no way say there isn't some kind of being out there. Because I have no proof otherwise. Parts of me believe in God and other parts of me don't, my mother was diagnosed with MS years ago, having seizures and feeling sick and having to take several types of medication, and then out of no where she was tested and all the traces of MS were gone. Now theres no scientific explanation of how this happened, but my mom has prayed everyday since she was diagnosed and now she has been feeling better then she has in years. There could be some kind of being out there and changing some things in our lives, but in the end there is no real proof of God being out there or that he doesn"t exist either. Though even though there isn't proof yet there is no other life out there, there is. One day our planet will hopefully make friendly contact with another, or another makes contact with us. I am not some alien freak or anything, I just wish people would realize how small we really are in the universe. Almost everyone has the same path in life: birth, go to school, get a job, start a family, and later die. Why must we all go through this just to die in the end, people usually have dreams of doing something they"ve always wanted to do or become. Then they stop dreaming and forget what they really wanted to be in their life. In the end, theres only a very small portion of people who actually will be remembered in history. For everyone else, none will be remembered in one hundred years, when people who knew them also die the memory of them also die. So why must we all live life in the same way? I've learned that I've never had a dream job, what I've really wanted to be is a hero, mock if you will, but I"ve always wanted to be someone"s hero, make a actual difference so everyone. Its very unlikely I'll become the hero I've always wanted to be, but I will never forget that its what I truly want to be. Other then that, I"ve been seeing no point in keeping the same path that everyone takes. And dieing in the end with no one to remember me for who I was.