Many past days or so... U found yourself alone and u didn't know what to do. But don't kill yourself cause u wont come back. Dont leave or you will never return. Dont kill yourself cuz of love. Broken-heart has nothing to do with death. Its a relationships that you want to be with someone you truely love. He/she will be there for you and make you smile and help you reach the skys and the stars. That time you will feel ur heart pumping faster. Let your heart do what it takes to be with ur love. This is my story that relate to that.......
I was alone with my depression. My heart is broken. I've dated some guys but i get heart-broke when i see him. Why he do this to me? its killing me so i dump him and run away. With my depress, its bringing pain and worst is fears. I was alone in the hill looking up the sky. I want to see the star but none... I want to make a wish.
One day.. My BFF Brah show up and we hang out talking random. then her bf came and she left me with him. Although i was happy for her cause she has her love. Then someone caught my attention. I saw him. Hes right there... talking to his friends. Without moving my head, i look at his head to his feet. So.. handsome and gentleman. Then brah ruin it, " Kirby lets go meet them. My friend is waiting for us" Oh no.. I dont want to get closer to him. So i follow her behind her back. When she done introduce me to her friends i left her and sit on the front of the store. I cant stop looking at him. I wish hes mine but He doenst felt the same way i do. Plus he didnt see me. Then a girl came to him and they both kiss. My heart was rip into shattered. I look down and let my hair cover my face. Everything ruin my moment life. Its like they dont want me here. then for a moment i didnt notice that brah looked at me. she asked, " what's wrong Kirby?" I reply, " Its nothing.. really..." she reply with worried " Are you sure??" I reply, " Yes" and gave her a fake and weak smile. Everyone was looking at me like i did something horrible. " Brah i gotta go. Im not feeling well" So i stand up and run away with my single tear that came down. Why am i crying?? Is it the boy and girl or is it love??
Next day.. I was siting in the hill thinking of yesterday... until someone called my name. It was my dad. "Kirby its father&daughter day so we gonna hang afternoon ok?" I nodded and he went inside. I get up and wonder off. I did window shop and walk until i see him with his gf. I didnt look at them. I just look at where i going to. I pass them without looking them. But then the boy saw me saying, " Hey Kirby!" I turn and said in a slient " Who are the hell are you?" and i walk away. I dont want to hear him. But why did i say that? Gah I felt disappointed of what i did to him.
My Dad and I went to the rally together and spent our time together. I was happy until... i met this boy. He was so hot. He came to my dad and say " Sup Kuari" My dad know him since couple month or so and they became buddies. They both talk alot while i was sitting in my car. Then he stop and he came by me. He asked me question and i gave his answer. Then my dad came and say, " Hey Sasuke you should go out with my daugther." We both look at each other and i say " Uhm... No thanks." sasuke is in slient. My dad reply " Awww C'mon you guys look great couple" I dont know if i could go out with sasuke. Could i get over with that guy i met last time? " I dont know dad." my dad reply " Ok take your time and tell him ur answer ok? I will see u at home. I got to meet up with ur mom" So he left me and sasuke alone. We both in slient. I dont know what to say. Finally he asks me " Kirby.. Will you go out with me? I Like you. your pretty and ur hot. Will you accept me to be my gf?" I cant believe it. Someone likes me. i feel like i love him. " Yes i will accept it" and we gave hugs and our first kiss.
Next day.. I was in the couch waiting for sasuke. my heart is red but still im depress on other side. Whats missing?? As i waited, I saw brah and her bf walking. I smile for them. but then someone called my name. Its not sasuke.. its him.. my smile went frown cuz of him. He introduce himself as Tiduz and ask me " Why were ur crying on other day?" How does he nocited? Did he saw me running away? " I dont want to talk about it." i respond. He reply, " C'mon. I tried to talk to you yesterday but you ignore me" I reply " Well.. sorry but i prefer much to be alone when im not in good mood" he reply with apologily " im sorry. i didnt know but can i ask why ur not in good mood?" I still dont want to talk about that cuz of him and his gf. They ruin my moment and life. I tried to get over him but why my feelings is growing? " I dont want to talk about it..." I made an excuse, " I gotta go. I have something to do on my way home." I get up but he grab my arm " Please tell me?" I was in slient " No... " He let go of my arm and i walk away from him. Hoping i'll never see him again. " WAIT!" Oh my god what does he want? " Can we be friends?" I replied, " sure but dont stalk me too much" He gave me a smiled " Ok thanks" That smile was cute. Who im kidding i got over him. i shouldnt think about that.
~To be contuine heart ~
 I-MissKabbii01-I · Tue Jun 15, 2010 @ 03:36am · 0 Comments |
