i woke up today wondering where the hell i was not relizing that i was in my car... with a person i had no ******** idea who the hell they were well i did but i dont know her name... when i returned to my house mandi and her things were gone and so was i... im still in the state of mind of a stranger... i hate myself for everything... and no im not sorry cuz that would be lie even i deserve to go to hell... i toll God even he was silented...i wish i could change but i wont ... i'll change when its too late i see it now me in front of god just me and him silented were slients by the fact that we both know where to go he wouldnt let me go but i can...