song+ evening falls // enya
book+ Woman as Healer
scent+ various good smelly incense
quest+ to find ..... a shrubbery!
upper+ internet YAY!
downer+ ryuu having bad ear pain ;____;
attire+ sweater and my blue pj's .. comfyness ^^
drink+ nada
.... O.O
So .. er ... well hey! XDDDd
OMG. XD Yay I'm back. I just don't know what to say. I'm in a state of shock. O_O
Like we got my old ghetto computer to work somewhat better right? And then I found an AOL free trial. And suddenly my modem works. ANDOMGOMGYAYAYAYAY!
xD Well stuff has happened since last journal entry. =D Yay for stuff. Firstly I finally busted out of the funny farm i.e Peep's apartment. xD We were able to get a place close by but not within glaring distance from her place. XD
It's the shiny. *weeps for joy* Mostly everything is put away, even though we still have some things left in storage. Most everything is so pretty and clean and neat I'm like .. ^o^ yay .. I relax easier when things are neat and organized. I've become a uber cleanfreak I guess. xD I used to clean in periodic .. um .. spasms? But now I'm like O.O -cleancleanclean- if I'm bored, or I have some time on my hands, or it just looks bad. Or if the Moon is in Aries. xD I dunno.
They officially diagnosed me with bipolar stage 2 so w00t at least I know why I'm weird. XD I'm taking a big ol' dose of Prozak and your occasional schizophrenia-reducing stuff, and panic attack meds. @_____@ But as long as I take them I'm okay mostly. Except yesterday I had horrible panic attacks at work RIGHT in the middle of serving a guest. I had to just cling to the floor and hope my soul would go back into my body. ;-; It's the scariest feeling.
I've been working bunches. @____@;;;; But today I get a day off YAY! ^o^ But my poor Celestin is having horrible pain in the form of a bad earache. ;_; I put ear drops in his ... ears, and he took some medicine, so I hope he'll be okay .. ;_; but I know it hurts him terribly. ;.; It's time to get ye old witches medicine bag out. ^^; I wish he could get like a years paid vacation off .. &3 .. ;-; he works so freaking hard. ;_; My brain would go KABOOM if I ever had to use it that frequently. x_x;;
u___U;;; Esmerelda has of late stopped going to work .. ;-; which is just as well, since they stopped paying him. But all he's been doing is hanging out at his girlfriends house. He won't look for a job. ;_; At all. And all he does is scream and yell at mum and me, trash the house, and talk on the phone for twelve billion hours a day. It just sickens me. >______<;; *bawls*
I'm paying for rent, phones, water and electricity. ;_; If he doesn't pitch in we'll be living in a van down by the river.
XD Well we don't have a van so we'd have to build ourselves some kind of beavers nest. XDDD
;_; I'm just scared of loosing everything again.
;o; But it we'll be okeeee .. anyhow, me and le Pie and le Momma went to the Irish Festival a few days ago! ^O^ It was so ridiculously fun. whee My lurff got a spiffed out hunting tunic, mummy got a new red tartan, and I got a very inexpensive but very puurrday tartan dress, in a medieval style. &3 I bought some things to make the chemice that goes under it and hopefully I can start on it today! whee
@Nekochan: ZOMG sistah! O______O!!!! I hear you got a new place!!! In my old place!!! XDDD EFFINGAWESOME W00T! ^o^ I can't wait to see your shiny new place ^o^ I miss you so muchly ;_; I know it's hard to get used to a new place .. I'm still getting used to this one. xD I actually became accustomed to sleeping on the floor and waking up miserable and cold every morning. @_O; Now I remember that's not normal. xD
@Kyuu: Your avvies hair is just the coolest thing ever XD! I covet! I also miss thee as well!
@Umi-luff: I miss yeeeeeee! ;___; *bawls* What can I say?
Rorekchan: Wahhhh!!! ;o; *BIGGROUPHUG* ahmissyewguyz! ;o; But I'm so glad I get to chillax with you on zee internet yo. xD
So for now I'll just lurk about .. I hope the Geisha guild is still around. xD I finally got to see Goblet of Fire .. XD!!! Effing wicked movie. <333 Though the Fleur they got is acceptable, I kind of pictured her in my head as more Veela-ish .. all etheral and REALLY shiny and tall and model-esque. But the actress they chose is teh pretty so it's okay. xD
Anyway yeah! XD YAY FOR INTERNET! heart
I miss my lurff ;_; .. I hate that he has to go in to work when he's feeling this bad. ;.;
 The Viscount · Sat Mar 11, 2006 @ 03:10pm · 2 Comments |
