yes its true i swear im in love with a tranny he's/her name johnny boy what a like ... that funny word... anyway im in love with this tranny cuz she reminds me of me if i was a girl that what drunk all the time like yea she spizzes deep s**t but its funny as hell and you know makes a hell of a woman may i say prooss to you johnny boy... now back to life today i thought i was gonna hate today cuz theres snow and snow everywhere and i have RWD on my car and that anit to hot to hit a patch of ice with but anyways i was dreading english cuz of lauren but you know i was like its ok.... god i walked in and she's just sittin like allways and im like s**t i wanna tell her my life but then its like she wont give a s**t so we both sat there ******** c**k blockin each other s**t life anit about being mad at people or holdin up s**t dream baby but damm i cant cuz everytime i do i get the reminder of that i cant damm i hate this emtion cant leave this girl alone when thats all she wants i cant just give that away... sorry i wont do that.... well anyways school was the most hullist day like people were walking one second then down the next i was like ooo should i laugh or i'll just smile instead but naw i helped them up they had that embassed laugh... s**t im still thinkin about lauren ******** lemme go masterbate and get it over with .... jk somewhat ooo umm what was like 2 period i was in math and this black a** guy this was before the bell rang and he came up in that class all ******** loud then him crowded this one mixed guy and was like you like boys thats what i heard and like hope you dont like me cuz if you do im gonna beat you up if you did ... i looked at that black a** b***h with a ima bout you bust a cap in yo a** look and he shut the ******** up cuz i swear to god if it wasnt so early that b***h would of saw me doing some ninji s**t on his a**... i want everybody to know this if in life you learn nothing remerber this nobody gives a s**t and if you give a s**t you might as well give up your life .... anit nothing wrong with a persons sexual perference... you know im straight as hell but i had a friend bryce love him to death and still ******** do that boy stood up in school for what he loved which was boys and now i grew up with bryce and him and i s**t you couldnt beat a bond like that couldnt touch that s**t every ******** day this kid was reminded that he was a gay queer all that s**t then people got the idea that i was too i dont think so... and they got what they desired everyday too beat a b***h a** when you wanna get your little 2 cent comment in but my nig didnt have you know the gay a** voice maybe he wasnt gay he just liked boys ... oh s**t missin him now damm another lesson if you come apond the question of that you wanna kill yourself ... dont cuz you have no idea what the s**t that the people that loved you go though damm i love that boy with all my heart and soul but everything happens for a reason but if your reading this i dont want that everything happens for a reason to be the reason you busted a cap in yo head or did like bryce did a took a pill... dont... i go though life just like you do when you stop thinking about little s**t well maybe its big s**t like you hatin what you wake up to let it be just wait for god to take you .... dont do drugs either you can drink all you want just dont do drugs thats how my life got ******** the hell up