You have made me into this heartless demon. I wish I didn't let you do this to me. I wish I had been stronger. All I ever did was love you. You turned you back to me, you treated me awful. You manipulated me WITH MY OWN FEELINGS FOR YOU! You used my past to hurt me. You did everything in your power to get a reaction out of me. You enjoyed all this pain you put me through cause it made you feel better about yourself. I'm sorry you had such a shitty life and your past relationships were so horrible. YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TAKEN THEM OUT ON ME!!! All i ever did was love you and accept you for who you are. I never once tried to change you. NEVER. Nor would I have ever. I loved you so ******** much that i started to lose myself I started to turn into something that wasn't even me anymore. It was an puppet for you to manipulate. You held my strings in your hand. I would have done everything and anything for you, but you were to blind to see that. You only saw what you wanted to and the rest you made up. All those false accusations, and all those fights that you made up just to push me away. I'm sorry you were scared. I'm sorry you didn't want to love me the way I loved you. You only wanted me to be your good little girl who did everything you ask! You know this is all true. You also know that in the end Karma will come back and hit you in the end. When it does....It'll be worse then what you did to me. I hope that you never forget how you treated me, how you abused me emotionally. I hope you never forget that all I ever did was love you and stand by you and I shouldn't have. I hope you have a wonderful life. I hope that you can learn your own responsibilities as a father. You need to learn how to take care of your son instead of staying up all damn night and sleeping all ******** day. TAKE CARE OF YOUR SON! Your priorities are in the wrong place. I hope that your son never grows up to be like you are.I hope that you never make anyone feel the way you made me feel. These will be my last words to you. Goodbye.
Edit: TOM NEVER EVER ******** CONTACT ME AGAIN! I HATE YOU! I ALWAYS WILL! THERE IS NOTHING LEFT IN ME TO FEEL FOR YOU! YOU HAVE DESTROYED MY HEART! I HOPE YOUR IS SHATTERED THE WAY YOU SHATTERED MINE!
 SageBunny · Thu Jan 27, 2011 @ 09:44pm · 0 Comments |
