YOU KNOW THOSE BOYZ ARE TRYIN TO TOUCH MY DUNK... anyways im going gay i do believe well bi possible i love my ladies for exploring men for now but i dont wanna have like a** sex hell no p***y only but toys ... maybe... but a** sex dont feel to good dont know how girls can feel pleasure in that... today today today umm nothing happened well it came a rain like i left my lunch in my car and i was s**t hot chips hot chips thats all i wanted then my english teachers like your gonna get wet baby and im like i want my hott chips so i opened the door to go outside and im like .....SHITTTT.... its like a ******** dump bucket outside so i saw a security guard go by and im like thank god for golf carts so he takes me out there but i still had to get wet then everybody was like you look so ******** hot .... im like .... hoselty i dont like being called sexy i know i what i am but it makes me feel down i guess cuz i wish i could give some of my sexyest to a guy that wasnt too sexy make he day you know but i do look sex wet .... yes that was meant sexually...but i got my hot chips ... they were so ******** good...i still miss lauren no other girl can compare they try but lauren doesnt have to she can just be herself and turn me on without even tryin love that girl if she only knew well she does and thats what upsets her ... if that makes sense... i choose from many girls to be in a realtionship but no ones captured my eyes and hers dont connect with mine well they did for like a day or 2 then she reapped them away ******** ... i love her i do i do over and over again for many years to come i cant forget her i wont let it happen