Realtionships... i love seeing compassion like the reall ones you know the ones that you just like aww at i love them but then i hate when the 2 most perfect people love each but then say to hell with it and ******** it all up.... ima tell you now love is powerful and you"ll only love 1 in your entire life.... QUIT ******** IT UP... now i know im even guilt of doin this and its happened and happening to me but if it was your fault or the others fault dont dwell on that be ******** happy.. BE HAPPY.... if you like to ******** random people and your happy truely then do your thang or if your a person that has to be in a realtionship all the time and claim that you love the person then the second you'll are breakin up hatein ...you in some sercirtes doodoo cuz you cant happy in the first place.... BE HAPPY whatever or whoever you are dont get yourself down on s**t feel the clouds and float you are your best person.... i was on the topic of lauren i was tryin to sleep and i wanna be around her i swear up and down she's the only one and im just tryin to sleep but i keep remerber that she sent a text to me and was like i dont have time for you .... my heart sank it did ... i gotta let her go but hell its a b***h she's the one im thinkin of right now.... then i was like well i can live alone all my life.... i cant then i was like well s**t i'll just kill myself.... this is why im not happy with her .... i tried i did but i failed .... in time i'll live but for now it hurts .... this is what a heartbreak feels like this s**t sucks a** balls