It’s time for me to say goodbye to my past. I spend my days thinking of what to move on and how it will affect myself in my future. Although my dreams are yet shattered, I still continue to follow my path that leads me to whatever it wish to go. For the past couple months, I was living in the past and not realizing that I wasn’t opening my eyes. A lot of regrets hold me into depress yet I pretend to be happy and not to worry about it too much. I almost give up on my life but I knew there’s something will happen if I re-open myself. I regret moving on but it didn’t make me regret with a smile because it was my only choice to do. Because I move on, I decided to change myself for a bit hoping it will get closer to my shattered dreams. So what ever happens to me, I will be fine. All I did is accepting the challenge of a new fate and it doesn’t matter when it will happen. I’m living in the present.
I didn’t expect to be shorter for my journal because I express a lot in other world or there's nothing for me to say about it yet there's more that i want to say. Come to think about it, I can’t put into words when expressing in my journals. Maybe I could write randomly and not realize what I’m writing. However it does make a new title.
 I-MissKabbii01-I · Mon Jan 02, 2012 @ 07:13pm · 0 Comments |
