As the new time unfolds the new fate, is there a chance that I am given as a second chance…to change my mistake to success? Although my wounds are heal by time, it feels so different that I can’t tell what the difference. I wouldn’t say that my wounds are completely heal, there’s still small scars that can’t be heal until I find my answer to my unknown question. It doesn’t make sense because I put all of my hopes and faith to find it. I look very hard and yet I couldn’t find it. Was I blind to see it standing in front of me all the time? I guess I let it slip through my bare hands. If I was given a second chance, I would change it to make it better than it was before. If I was given a second chance, I would take another path that someday led me to my shattered dreams. If i was given a second chance, i will love that person very much. I wasn’t ready to face a new fate but I stand up and later face it. A new faith…A new pain, A new hope….who knows that I’ll change myself to a better person. The past memories are beautiful yet painful to look back. They won’t change it but I could create a new memory during my lifetime.
It’s hard to someone to see the outside of yourself but not the inside. I have a private life and I’m afraid that if my private life is discovered, then it’s over and let the truth affect them. I always believe I interrupt someone’s happiness or their smile but I couldn’t stop the fate that pulling me closer. Am I that dependable? I wish I could ignore it but I couldn’t because I have a strangle feeling about it that I have to put myself to involved with. Maybe right now I did interrupt someone’s happiness. I blame myself because of the illusions that I’m thinking or dreaming. How come I let my illusions affect me..? I must be dumb to let it happen. Maybe I should focus on my real life. Over past time, I was related to fake world and I was considered myself fake. I wonder why I think of fake as real…But right now fake is fake but there’s some that has to be real…If only there’s huge trust and faith into it
Gimme a second chance and i'll show you what i've learn from my mistake...Maybe i could change your mistake as well..
 I-MissKabbii01-I · Sun May 27, 2012 @ 10:19pm · 0 Comments |
