Grarg....well, here we are school is drawing near an end, preparing for finals, and now I feel like absolute crap. As if things couldn't get any better right now, its the wonderful moontime. It feels like someone is trying to rip out my innards. Doesn't make for a happy female. I don't know, maybe I'll feel better when I go outside. Sunshine and natural heat may help get rid of some of the pain. *sigh* Here's a drawback to being female. Of course, I'd rather be snarly a few days of the month than be a potential idiot all the time. Blarg. Not even music is helping. Damn it. I still have a few minutes before the bus comes so...hell. I'll rave about other things later. I feel too sick to do anything right now. xp
*24 hours and a few painkillers later...*
I think the last 24 hours have been some of the worst hell that my body has ever put me through. Being out in the sun didn't help and as soon as I got on the bus (a 45-50 min trip home) the jostling of the pain made it even worse. No matter how or where I sat it felt like someone was trying to knife me. I ended up spending the trip lying on my back to relieve the pressure at least which didn't do much but it was a slight improvement. When I got home I began to run an extremely hot bath since it normally helps, and when I nearly passed out a few times from the pain I decided that it was wise to take some painkillers. They didn't work right away but they made it comfortable to at least stay in the same place for a while. I was supposed to go to a dance concert last night but yeah, that didn't happen. And of course since it's my moontime, food intake is absolute zip. So feeling kinda loopy but considering I didn't actually turn off the light and get some sleep until 4:35 am, that isn't saying much. Sleep didn't appeal to me. Fluff reading did. That and a big Dr. Pepper. May God bless the man that discovered Caffine.
At least most of the pain is gone today. I don't have to take any painkillers and I figure work will take my mind off a few things. Even though yesterday was a complete trip into hell, today I managed to look damn sexy. I even felt up to wearing my purple dusk corset, which I just noticed makes my eyes look nearly violet and at othertimes peacock blue. I like the contrast. ^_^
Anyway, that's all for the ranting I want to do today. heart
 Karidys · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 06:53pm · 1 Comments |
