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The Chronicles of Esan!
Well, Sarah can read these. Who would have thought. Pretty awkward now. More awkward than elephant sex (Inside joke. Why did you corrupt my mind, Kameron?)
So, now you know how I really feel about you, Sarah. You've seen what my love turned into. Disgusting, isn't it? Vile, sick and putrid. It's horrible to think how something so beautiful became something so foul and hideous. A pity too. Such a shame.
You know me well enough to know that I can never forget you though. I can try all I like, I can try to fill my heart and mind with such fond things that I may be able to overlook our memories for awhile, but I can never get rid of them. They're etched into my heart, whether I like it or not. A monument to what we had and what we lost. A reminder to the great tragedy we called love.

I still remember you saying that I apologized too much and that they've become meaningless.
I appreciate your apology though. I forgive you.
And I'm sorry for how I've been acting, just give me some time away from you to even myself out. We will talk again. Someday. I promise.