Accepting the painful truth is nothing can be compared with any hurt you are gonna feel. It'll always hurting and will always will. It has been etched to my heart and soul no matter how many years will pass things will never be the same as before. An one thing is for sure it has change something inside me that something died. And I can't remember how it was before it all happened. Such a shame though coz' I love the person too much guess the saying is real that too much love will kill you.