Today was the most worst day yet this week. First i wake up tired as all hells then sleep in for 15 more min get to school a min late. Then during break i start triping over random things. First it was a tiny rock the a backpack then my own too feet!!!! During second brake i froze because i forgot to bring a jacket. During lunch i went to bug my brother/friend to get a life cause he was ubsessing over stupid things the he and one other friend cused at me. I then felt like crying but i did not. The during forth i ignored my brother/friend and everytime he got close i would back away.
Then after school i was be spun around by my other friend/brother when the first one poked me in the back and that set things off and i started to like claw at him and stuff then he grabed my hands and kicked me in the belly and set me across the room. I was only hurt emotionaly not physically. Then i yelled "Go away" really meanly and then this other friend was like "you will never win fighting like that" and that pissed me off and i yelled at him to "get lost" then he quickly took of his jaket and backpack and was like"Bring it" and i said to him"i am not a fighter" i was so ******** pissed off.I would have fought him but i dont fight. another friend was nice to me and hugged me.But it was the thing after that that scared me the most. There was something inside me that enjoyed yelling at my friend and it was ploting evil things inside me. It wanted revenge it wanted to kill it wanted blood.I went home and i curled up on my bed and fell asleep.That also scared me. I usually dont fall asleep the quickly. I think there might be something really wrong with me. What it is i dont know.All i know is that slowly i am dieing.
Ashen Dragonfang Community Member 
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