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Isnt it odd.....
Isnt it odd that when your half asleep and extreemly tired is the time where your most creative? Right now its around 1:30 at night and I am still up waiting for my parents to get home from their christmas party. Heh I feel like the parents waiting for their kid to get home....back on topic... I find it that I can think the best when I when I am really tired. I tend to write better and more when I am sleepy, there are alot of gramar mistakes and some bad spelling but other then that its a pretty good time for me to write or come up with stories ideas at least. see... that was a pretty damn good run on sentance, my grade 12 english teacher would shoot me point blank if she saw this. heh she was an awesome teacher lol; she was always so nice to me...... Blar anyways... back to rambling while I'm half asleep and deyhrated! wow I spelt that wrong... WOOT! I am to tired to get up and refill my water glass, so I have opted to just sucking on my left over ice cubes. My mom told me I better watch out when I am thirsty becuase since I get thirsty so often that I may be diabetic or something like that.... s**t I am to young to have heath problems. Why cant I be the only one in my family that isnt on some kind of ******** dup medication? well so far I am so yay for me lol; my two little sisters dont count... they suck xp I had the wiredest dream last night.... it was pretty frecken cool... but its hard to explain but I think I may write a story about it or baised off of it. It was cool... the main character in it was how Cloudy puts it Smexy lol Peicesing yellow cat like eyes and jet black hair that was short but long... you know like the average lenght of someones middle finger... yeah heh... He ways trying to find this key of some sorts.... and there was also this other guy trailing him, wanting this key was well. I dont know what the value of this key was but they both really wanted it. The villian did some nasty things to the good guy heh..... like take him down and you nasty Yaoi things to him while he was tied up blaugh ... yeah dont ask it was just a dream sweatdrop . But its also a good plot twist as well if you really think about it..... Hero gets molested and umung other things by the villain then gets totally ******** in the head afterwards and wants to abandon the mission becuase he's all screwed but a jittery. I should write that.... its interesting.... I guess heh.... I almost always turn my dreams into stories becuase I always dream of screw up or cool things. .... I think I will do that.... but not tonight... or should I? I could easily lose my thoguths on this but you never know. I was going to quit writing.... I havnet written a story since I got out of school... so like....a bit over 6 months... wow... thats a long fricken time... well rp's dont count cause I do that everyday. Hey if I think about it since I started going to gaia regularly I havent written anything.... not that I am blaming gaia its just I havent wirtten or worked on a story since I started to use this site alot..... is that a good thing or a bad thing? well I just blame it on no insperation as well.... I dont go anywhere so where am I going to get ideas from? I used to wirte between doing homework lol so maybe once I start school again I will start writing.....gods I hope so... but it snot like I am going to become a writer now... I have decided to try and become a ferensic photographer.... I dont get grossed out by blood and dead things so hey it could work.... I'm good with cameras and good at taking pictures so hey it could work. Oh you should see my pictures from when I went to Europe! they so kick a** I have to say lol. well some were cool and some sucked badly lol WOW its 2:09 now in this part of the rant lol.... I have turned music on now to keep myself entertained as I wait for Eiri to pm me since we are rping. I am not the only person on this site this late! YAY Though our timer lol time.... gods I suck...differences are probably huge... so it could be in the afternoon for her as far as I know lol. I have decided to write on this until I go to bed so I can read it tomorrow when I'm not tired and see what kind of bullshit I wrote. WOw I seem to be swearing alot in this..... well the only times I swear alot is when I am tired, pissed off or scared or I really want to get my word across.... Hey fanfiction still thinks I go there! LOl my inbox is filled with stories I used to read all the time... but now I dont anymore. heh I acctully got a review the other day for one of my stories LOl and I havent updated the damn thing in like months. I wounder how the girl dug it up? lol she must have been looking for a long friken time... or else she picke dit up from one of my fans lol; It was a Zelda ficlet so (shrugs) I am still planning on finishing it... it spelt so much time comming up with an orginal plot for it! heh ... WOOT my parents are home... at exactly at 2:16...... ok I think my rant is done... yay... god I think this is the longest post I have ever put into this thing.... YAY
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