Such a burden is gone. G-O-N-E, gone! Summer school is over too. Though that of course not what I mean, my friends know what I mean. Heh heh. So I feel a lot better now, not near as stressed over stupid things like before.
Sometimes I wonder though, if I would have done better in school if I had never talked to him? My guess, yes! I probably would have passed US History then instead of worrying my butt off over him. I mean geez, never even did get a thank you for the concern. Always shrugged off like nothing, just like everything else. Can't a person stand there and take it, or what?
Well SPA ends soon however which will be a real drag. I won't get to see my friends as much or at all until school starts. Which, I really don't want. So at Strike(SPA thing, not going to explain) I'm going to have to get a hold of them and see if I can't arange a get together of sorts. Of course I don't have money but I'm sure there's something that can be figured out. Maybe for a pre-birthday thing, I don't know. Sometime in August or late July. Yeah.
By the way, I hate it when a musical gets stuck in y our head. SPA is doing/done two shows. Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat(I was part of tech, catwalk crew) and Music Man. By the last show of Joseph I had it all memorized, even what the actors did on stage. I mean seriously, that's just sad. I've seen Music Man twice and the librarin(sp) song stuck in my head.
I think without that concern, my things will be more straight foward and about what's going on instead of theories and such, oh well. Thus ends Shadow's entry.
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~Shadow of Fire
My chains have broken
I can soar
Free as a bird
A slave to you
No more - by Shadow of Fire
 elegantdemonofpoop · Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 04:15am · 0 Comments |
