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	These Words Mean Alot To Me -now and almost forgotten-
	These Words Mean Alot To Me -now and almost forgotten-


-heard- KitsuneRedWolf Dreamer... this burden is so hard to carry...i can't do it alone... BlackLionDreamer Well.. I can't carry it for you.. But I can carry you.. Kyo Kitsune..? Kitsune hmm? Kyo I'll never leave you... Kitsune ...nods -echo- DragonFox> i'm in a living hell!!!!!!! Sasuke> YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE! Sasuke> You must understand.... Sasuke> that until I met you, my life at school was HELL, but when I met you, a feeling inside told me that I had found someone who would be my first real friend! Sasuke> And you have been my friend, the best I've had DragonFox> i can't help it.... u r not the one suffering.... i have to fight to get up in the morning. to live every day. Sasuke> If your life is a living hell then let me help Sasuke> I want to do anything and everything I can to help you! Sasuke> If you would just let me Sasuke> and I am suffering, because you are! DragonFox> u can't do anything... i'm mentally deteiorating... my body hurts... i'm always sick... Sasuke> I hate seeing you sad and depressed Sasuke> I can help Sasuke> Just let me DragonFox> u cannot Sasuke> I.......want to Sasuke> you're important to me.. Sasuke> I can't describe how or why.......but I care about you..... Sasuke> and that is more powerful than ANY disease or ilness Sasuke> or anything else in this world DragonFox> u can't prevent me from getting sick DragonFox> i'm not from this world... Sasuke> You're right... Sasuke> you're straight from Heaven DragonFox> i also died to years ago... Sasuke> no, you're alive to me, in me Sasuke> that's why I'm alive DragonFox> i'm fake ok... DragonFox> someone very special to me...left me.... and he took my soul with him... DragonFox> i died that day! DragonFox> when ever i think about him.... i cry... DragonFox> all because he had to be a hero... Sasuke> who? Sasuke> it's ok...u don't have to tell me....... DragonFox> i don't wan't you to.... i just want to not feel any more.... DragonFox> jason..... Sasuke> I may not have the power to completly take away your pain, or prevent you from getting sick.....but I can help ease the pain Sasuke> it's fine to not want to feel pain or sorrow..... Sasuke> but what about love DragonFox>............ Sasuke> .....bye......and I mean this when I say it...... Sasuke> I love you Tayler, nomatter what you're going through..... Sasuke> .....I love you..... Sasuke> bye........ Sasuke> .....I really do........ Sasuke> nothing will change that......remember that.... Sasuke> I'll always be here DragonFox> ....andy.... i....don't feel anymore.... Sasuke> feel what.......pain? DragonFox> love....happness.... i'm an actress.... nothing more... i can't see things anymore DragonFox> i just see souls.... Sasuke> I see you as someone that I love Sasuke> truthfully DragonFox> urs shines brighter then anyone i know... Sasuke> dearly Sasuke> always DragonFox> but i can no longer love... Sasuke> I can still love you Sasuke> hugs Sasuke> I have to go Sasuke> bye >> Sasuke has left room Dragonfox>if u only knew...Sasuke... you'll soon grow to hate me. Just as everyone else will. DragonFox>words and promises can only last so long... but i'll keep these words in honor of what we have now. but i believe... this is where it ends >> DragonFox has left room Tayler says: i don't... i can't feel... rarly ever do i get the chance to... Chris says: ... Chris says: Dammit. Chris says: Thats just one big lie. Chris says: Every human feels! Chris says: Despite the stuff you go through! Tayler says: then u should see me... Chris says: Stop lieing to yourself acting drama likw saying "OH! SO SAD I CAN'T FEELLLL" Chris says: Like. Chris says: I am not trying to be mean I am trying to get some sense into your head. Tayler says: u see not the sparkle in my eye nore the gentle smile on my face... Chris says: Ughhh... Tayler says: i steel the laughs of others just so i could laugh like i once could... Chris says: YOUR NOT A POET Chris says: BE NORMAL Chris says: STOP ACTING LIKE LIFE IS ONE HUGE ANIME Chris says: >< Chris says: PLEASE Tayler says: thats the only way i could express myself besides my art... Tayler says: don't tear down what i have left of i'll have nothing Chris says: Tayler. Chris says: Be yourself. Chris says: Not a stupid poet Chris says: Every word you say doesn't have to be pack full of drama. Tayler says: language is all i possess... its not drama... i can't help it... Chris says: Life is not one huge anime where you can walk around saying I can't feel. Chris says: Its a lie. Tayler says: my lif isn't like that Tayler says: life** Chris says: Seems like it. Tayler says: i'm telling the truth Chris says: No. Chris says: YOU CAN EFFIN FEEL Tayler says: when u have nothing but sorrow in ur life u learn to tough it ou Chris says: WELL YOUR NOT TOUGHING IT OUT Tayler says: the callouse of pain mackes things numb Tayler says: i have to watch out for others not only myself... it's not always about me.. i put my emotions aside Tayler says: ]i gave them up so i could do what had to be done Tayler says: now i nolonger have them Chris says: I think I am gonna stop getting on my computer. Tayler says: fine.... Chris says: >< Tayler says: i won't come on any more... do what the hell u want... Tayler says: i'll just leave... Chris says: No.... Tayler says: then what! Tayler says: what do u want me to do! Chris says: Sent himself forwad, grabbing her and gently pinning her to a tree. I WANT YOU TO BE THE PERSON I MET NO THISE POETIC WOMAN WHOS ALWAYS SAD AND THINKS SHE CAN'T FEEL!!!!!!!!! Chris says: IT HURTS ME TO SEE MY FRIENDS LIKE THIS! Tayler says: a tear falls Tayler says: her heart pounds in her chest as tears flood down her cheeks (irl 2) Chris says: PLEASE! BE STRONG AND TRY YOUR BEST TO BE THE OLD YOU! DO IT FOR ME! DO IT FOR THE ONE YOU LOVED WHO LEFT! HE'D WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY! Tayler says: ... Chris says: >< Tayler says: she lets her head hang down slightly as she sobs silently to herself as if she wanted no one to here her Chris says: Lowered his head slightly. Please.... Tayler says: but... it's so hard... Chris says: I know....But I'll be here for you...When you need someone to talk to and help....I would be there to help if I could.... Tayler says: u don't know how much u mean to me... and how much u ... remind me of... Tayler says: him... Chris says: I promise....I won't die like he did... (i'll take care of u) Tayler says: she sobs still looking down Tayler says: she opens her arms to him even though she is pinned Tayler says: ... Chris says: Un pins her and gently hugs her. Tayler says: wraps her arms around him Chris says: I...am sorry I yelled....I just want you to try hard to be the old, happy you... Tayler says: i'm glad u did... or i would of never heard u though the hard shell... Chris says: Hugged her a bit more. Please try hard...I'll be here when you need a friend... Tayler says: u are the only true friend i have... Chris says: I will always be your friend. Tayler says: and i will always be yours... Tayler says: i promise u i'll change... and i won't let dan use me anymore... Chris says: Thank you..... Tayler says: no... Tayler says: thank u Chris says: Hugged tighter. Your...welcome...If anyone trys to hurt you in any way....Defend yourself...I would if I was there...But I am not....Sighed slightly. Tayler says: well one day we can be together as friends... Chris says: Smiled slightly Tayler says: i'll do what i can to improve myself...k Tayler says: ^-^ Tayler says: i'll even give u a real smile Chris says: Pulled back slightly, holding her right hand with his own and lifting it into the air while placing his left hand on her waist. May I have this dance? Tayler says: she smiled brightly i would be honored Tayler says: she placed her hand on his shoulder and rested her hand in hi Tayler says: his*lol Chris says: Lmao. Chris says: Not that good at type dancing but I'll try. >> Tayler says: she giggles* Tayler says: not a problem... Chris says: Steps in circles, leading her with him and looking down to make sure he doesn't trip over himself. Tayler says: relax... Tayler says: she smiles ur doing fine Chris says: Nervous laugh. Eh heh heh..Thanks... Tayler says: let ur heart take u... look at meshe says her eyes glittering with happiness Chris says: Looked upwards, looking into her eyes. Tayler says: don't just do the dance feel it... Chris says: He let his body relax, stepping in bigger circles. Tayler says: ther doesn't that feel better... Tayler says: there** Chris says: Yes. Tayler says: you know...the dance has meaning... Chris says: Yes... Chris says: He pulled away some and liftiing her hand with his to spin her before placing his hand on her waist again. Tayler says: she cloesed her eyes oh.. that felt wonderful... Chris says: Smiled. This is fun.... Tayler says: she smiles... Tayler says: yes... Chris says: This might be a little strange. Wrapped his left arm around her waist, picking her up and spinning once before setting her on the ground again. Tayler says: she smiled ^-^ Tayler says: the feeling is bliss full... Tayler says: (dance meanings:life's the circles ever moving round and round, the joind hands are unity and harmony, my hand on your shoulder is lifes burdan, ur hand on my waist is support and strength) Chris says: Ah... Chris says: Spins her once more, dipping her as she came back. Tayler says: she resed in his arms leaning her head back Tayler says: rested** Chris says: Smiled some before pulling her back up. Tayler says: she brought her head back up that was... like a dream i have to say... if only life's dance was this plesant.... Tayler says: she sighed Chris says: Hugged her. Tayler says: she hugged back giving him everything in her Tayler says: thank you for asking me to dance... Chris says: No... Chris says: Thank you for letting me dance with you. Chris says: ^_^ Chris says: Thank you Tayler says: your welcome she replied beaming owwwww(she smiled/leaugh/whined) Tayler says: she covered her cheeks gosh darnit... Tayler says: thanks alot! Tayler says: ur making me smile to much Tayler says: my cheeks hurt (irl 2) Tayler says: lmao Chris says: Lmao. Tayler says: owwww^-^ Tayler says: i can't stop... ^o^ Chris says: Lol. Chris says: My cheeks hurt too. Chris says: o.o Tayler says: she laughs yes i'm not alone!!! Tayler says: ^-^ Tayler says: she hugs him tightly Tayler says: yes!! Chris says: Lmao Hugs back -BloodPhase-Yoru- · Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 06:54am · 4 Comments


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	words of kitsune: I feel as if I'm about fade away, as if I don't exsist My reply: I won't let you, I promise I'll find a way Offline d-_-b Enrique · Community Member · Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 11:13pm


	Alasse:do not fear for I am with you, I will protect you and keep you safe Offline d-_-b Enrique · Community Member · Tue Jul 25, 2006 @ 11:27pm


	In the midst of teen angst comes VOLDEMORT'S DEATH EATER!!!! Here's my quote for you: "When life gives me a lemon, I made lemonde. The lemonade is terrible, but it's still lemonade." Offline VoldemortsDeathEater · Community Member · Tue Aug 01, 2006 @ 03:20pm


	KitsuneRedWolf I feel so abandoned and hated by all my friends... WhiteMysticFox I guess I'm not like your other friends. Instead of pushing you away I want to keep you close and help you any way I can. Offline -BloodPhase-Yoru- · Community Member · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 05:38am

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