life is ok, i still pretty much hate it....but whatever. ok, kinda random but four guys i have met that i had no intentions of making them think this way or feel this way have said or say that the like me, want me or love me...and it's like goddamn?! what the hell did i do? i'm not attractive, i'm mean and rude and a b***h i try to be nice and kind but a lot of the time i end up getting upset because i misread something.....idk...it confuses me but it's 4 for 4 right now....and it bites because it complicates things especially when i don't feel that way about them and never intended them to be misleaded and/or when it could cause problems later if it progresses. aint namin names aint pointing fingers....but i'm still so confused...cuz i'm so digusted with myself i don't know how someone could like me, want me or love me...but meh.........
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