Conflicting Disguises Haunting My Past By: Flutter and I
[Angelic lead faces Surrounded by rays of hair As they haunt the hazy dark And the murderess moon stares back with hollow eyes Gray translucent clouds dab the sky- A sea of ink spilt over the twilight horizon --Erase the remains (The things I still feel for you..) Air so still-almost quiet It makes me hold my breath-- Waiting for the fog to finally part. Paper glides across my white skin --Pale as the midnight snow I’ve been locked up too long- (By the arms that hold me close --The hands that hurt me so..) Crimson blood--over my skin and clothing.. A dark stain reminiscent of you --A memory tainting my mind-- Cursing me to never forget.
And I hide behind the facade of emotions-- (Won't let you in--not this time) Bringing evidence with me For no bare eye to see I glance out the worn window --Looking into my past Only to be thrust back into the present Where my life is but a lie And my heart lies in your palm As you tug me along again I quietly follow with little resistance-- A silent pleading dies in my throat Words of resentment on my tongue Only to stay there as I swallow them alive --Never to reach your ears I long to leave and yet I stay Hoping-wishing- For things that can never be.
A ring of insanity wrapped around my finger I remove it Only to replace it with hatred-regret I’m just a pebble in your shoe Waiting to be tossed again Into the black pond --Where we first met. Ripples circling in the water My distorted reflection -- staring back at me Teardrops fall down my cheeks Crystalline diamonds -- disappearing in the murky darkness.
angel08 · Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 08:23pm · 0 Comments |