Cascades of you flow down upon me
--Drenching my body in this feeling
--Drenching my soul in your temptation
No longer can I withstand these bitter comments
As my body breaks down with your mear touch
--Ice to my heart
And it spreads through my veins
Like a new found drug--I'm addicted
--Can't leave this numbing sensation--not while the rest of the world rips my soul out
--Claiming it for their own
(Innocence--my demise.)
Pushing my buttons--
Each lie that you tell just that of the ordinary in your eyes
When push comes to shove it's all just a game
(It's always been a game...)
Only now do I realize I'm the one losing
As you neglect me all that you can
--Sleep is now only a dream...
The lid screwed tightly--
I watched as you sealed me inside this jar.
--Preserve me--
I can never change...
It isn't allowed.
Even when the lid is missing
And I'm wrapped in your icy skin
Choice isn't an option
--Nor is freedom
While I watch from inside these glass walls
--Just waiting to break
As you frame my face with the sweet deseption you planted in my head--
--My feet now rooted
Impossible it is for me to release myself of you
Interwinned in this bitter dreamland--
The one you so egarly shoved me into
Though now color is black and white--
--Dreams replaced with nightmares.
(Or is it just just reality creeping into me..?)
Pulling me into the light--
You bring me in like a moth--
Unable to resist this sweet temtation--
--Hypnotised--
This trance trapping me.
Not until now did I realize your light was nothing but darkness.
Restless are my emotions--
Lying in the blackness
As mistress moon shines her light down upon me
--Revealing hidden facades
--Secrets.
Suppressed no longer--
They reak havic upon my mind
(Just anouther breakdown on the way..)
'Till morning comes once more
And I go back to my dream world.
--The one for everyone else.
(Everything is fine again...)
Atleast until I wake, and nightfall comes once more.
 angel08 · Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 08:33pm · 0 Comments |
