... seriously. Right now there is so much good in my life it's hard to believe it's even true. I'm afraid that I'll wake up and it'll all be just a dream, and that my life of a nightmare will come rushing back at me like there's no tomorrow, like there's no future.
Don't know why I feel the way I do, and I don't know why I'm doubting this good fortune. Maybe it's just too much for me to handle..... I don't know.
Anyway, this being the first serious entry in a while the gold better be good >< I really would like to get that sash in the next 2 1/2 months before my b-day on April 28th.
I love all those who have helped me along the way, in donations; seal buying; and just rooting me on toward my goal. If it wasn't for them I... I don't know where I would be not just here on Gaia, but in real life too. It shows me that there really are some awesome people in this shitty world of ours.
Luv you all *tightly hugs*
 saturnwonder · Thu Feb 08, 2007 @ 06:01am · 0 Comments |
