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	stuff i write b/c i love you um just writings, lil short storys poems, n such

	part of me hates myself
	part of me hates myself


calling yourself a loser everyday cant be good for the psyce can it? sometimes i feel i was only put on this earth to please others. the only reason i was born was to please my brother. if not. nothing would have happened... my ortho dontist is such a perfectionist. its horrid. hes stuck a rubber band in the middle on my smile. i loathe it. my insecuritys are slowly growing...please... i soupose i could resolve to not talk for the rest of the year...my next appointment. i soupose i wont be having a mate anytime soon, there was one. he was quite sweet and he dindnt want me to leave when i have to...always looking for me in the hallways, making sure i got his greeting, he dint even know my name when we met. he asked kim for it. i guess its no big deal.... im really hating this. and someone mentioned to me since my last name was x-ten x is also roman numeral for 10. ten is also 10 10-10=0 so he told me that now he'll call me zero. i wish hed just leave me alone. i try not to talk to him but its as if he seeks me out. i dont want to attened school anymore. i want to be left alone. X-TEN · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 11:02pm · 0 Comments


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