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It all started the moment i heard that angel like voice of his. It was uncomparable to anything else in the world. It was like a thousand angels singing a lulliby. Just his voice alone was so soothing it was enough to make you fall asleep. And when he left, well that was just a whole other story.
The day i finally met him in person was the day my heart melted. It was the day all the dreams started. All the dreams of him, Jacob, the man that stole my heart from another man.
Yes i had a boyfriend and his name was Allen. Allen and Jacob were best friends. And thanks to Allen i met Jacob.
After the first time i met him i made sure that every weekend he would be back at Allens so i could see him again. Allen didnt live that far from me so i could drive there in about ten minutes but i always went faster in fear of Jacob leaving any minute.
During winter break Jacob got his first cell phone that had unlimited text and talk. I was finally able to retrieve his number. Afther that we text almost every hour when we werent at school. We text so much you'd think that we were dating or something. But that can only be a dream and not a reality.
The next time Jacob was over i nearly jumped out of the car running to him once i pulled into Allen's drive way.
We all said our hellos and i huged Allen but every moment i was starring at Jacob who was talking to Allen's little brother Lee.
That night we all walked to Taco Bell because it's only about a fifteen minute walk from Allen's house to there.
All we did was listen to Jacob tell his stories and laugh. Well no matter what i would have been smiling as long a Jacob was there. Then the most funniest thing happened. Jacob took his empty cup and started spinning it in front of him and every time he spun he made it stop and point me. He continued to do that for about five more spins before he gave up in defeat that nothing was going to happen.
After that day i kept intaganiziing him about how he lost spin the bottle. He didn't understand how he lost so i had to bashfully explain to him the rules of spin the bottle but every now and then i would add my own make belief rule.
Then he finally asked the question i'd been hoping he wouldn't ask. He asked me if i would have liked for him to kiss me. Like honestly he's my boyfriend's bestfriend, how am i suppossed to answer him truthfully.
But i managed and told him yes.