• Verse 1
    Hello to myself—
    do you hear me call?
    Or did you disappear
    behind these walls?
    Somewhere deep where I can’t go,
    somewhere I don’t recognize—
    I’m standing at the edge tonight,
    just staring at the sky.
    Pre-Chorus
    Where did you go?
    Did you fade away?
    Did you leave me here
    with nothing left to say?
    Chorus
    I’m at the edge, I’m leaning in,
    the silence pulling at my skin,
    it whispers soft, “just let it end,”
    like I was never meant to win.
    But somebody call my name,
    tell me I still feel the same—
    ’cause I’m not gone, not quite yet,
    I’m still here… not yet.
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    Verse 2
    Loose wires in my mind,
    sparking out of place,
    everything I was
    I cannot seem to trace.
    Peace is just a word they say,
    not the kind I’ve ever known,
    I need it now, I need it here—
    I can’t do this alone.
    Pre-Chorus
    Help me breathe,
    help me see,
    is there anything left of me?
    Chorus
    I’m at the edge, I’m leaning in,
    the silence pulling at my skin,
    it whispers soft, “just let it end,”
    like I was never meant to win.
    But somebody call my name,
    tell me I still feel the same—
    ’cause I’m not gone, not quite yet,
    I’m still here… not yet.
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    Bridge
    One foot grounded, one in air,
    a life suspended in a prayer,
    the wind is asking what I’ll choose—
    to stay, or finally to lose.
    Who would notice if I fall?
    Would it matter much at all?
    I’m so tired of the fight,
    of pretending I’m alright.
    Good—
    such a heavy word to hold,
    like I’m breaking in its mold…
    Am I worth the saving still?
    Or just bending to their will?
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    Breakdown (soft)
    Wait…
    why can’t I move?
    Why can’t I let go?
    What is this
    I still feel below…
    A breath…
    a spark…
    a thread in the dark…
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    Final Chorus (lift)
    I’m at the edge, but I’m pulling back,
    there’s something I don’t want to lack,
    a quiet voice beneath the black
    saying I ...
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