Raspberry

• Artist: loss_of_verbs
• Description: Looks sweet but is truely sour.
• Date: 07/23/2009
• Tags: raspberry depression suicide pain life

I don't exactly know where my life went wrong. Somewhere obivously. The fact that I have been in a deep depression for the last few years is just a part of it. A lot of people, not all, who are depressed become "emo." I myself did not. I stayed the same but struggle with the same things a lot of emos do. I cut my wrists, try to kill myself, feel nothing. And the next morning i wake up, plaster a big smile on my face and go to school. My friends have no idea. I mean you see the emo kids and you think, yeah, they might slit their wrists, but you see me and think, her? no way, shes to confident and popular. God how i hate this stupid facade! I wish i could chop off my hair and streak on some urban decay eye liner but that would hurt and scare too many people. So for now i'm suffering alone,perfect to everyone elses eyes.

Comments

[xXKayleaXx]

Obviously I don't know what you are going through, but nobody should feel this way. You are a brave, beautiful girl no matter what anyone says and you deserve happiness. I don't expect you to take my advice, but it might make you feel better if you try to write at least three positive things that happened to you during the day, every night. It could be something simple like seeing a butterfly. I really hope you can obtain happiness soon! Please stay strong.

[camera obscurer]

You need a hug...
*hugs tightly and never lets go*

[Dusk Hyperion]

? I'm sorry to hear this, but why post it on a site where the whole world could see it? I'm not understanding this.

[RoseThorn_XXoo]

i used to be emo. i never did drugs or cut my wrist but i lost track of how many times i wanted to. its hard. i know. but if you want to change then change! if you want to become emo then become emo! but remember. if you swallow all those pills or take that last step or cut to deep, there is no turning back. you could have the life you want to live or end that life. its up to you.